This stint will be my longest so far. A solid month away from the wife and 18 month old daughter. Its killer! She sends vids of the two of them in swim classes, sends pics of the little one one on the toilet because she (over the weekend) potty trained herself. She isnt getting any younger and thats the hard part. There is a fine line between paying the bills and doing what ive got to do. But also saying piss on it and accepting a substantial pay cut just to not miss out on her life.